2 days until D Day

Well, last Thursday I had my midwife appointment and there was no change. The little boys head is not engaged, so there isn't going to be any change with my dilation until it is. So who knows when he will arrive. I did experience some cramping and discomfort a little bit last night, so maybe something was going on. I may be a bit hopeful. If he is still not born by this Thursday, then I will have my midwife appointment. That will be the last time I will see her. At that appointment they will schedule an appointment for the following week at the hospital. There they will check me and the baby and decide what to do. They won't let me go much longer then that. So no matter what we will see our little guy some time with in the next two weeks. :)

I am excited to hold him, see what he looks like and start learning about this little guy. I think I will actually miss being pregnant. For the most part my pregnancy has gone super well and it's been fine. I count it all a blessing from the Lord.

38 weeks

Yesterday I had my midwife appointment. Evan's heartbeat is good and consistent. This time she actually 'measured' me to see how far along I am. Well, I'm already dilated to 2cm and am effaced 70%. (I hope this is appropriate to put on the blog.) She is hopeful that Evan will arrive before or on his due date. WOW! I believe today marks 12 more days to go. Oh, my goodness. He could be here any day now. Things are going really well and she was very happy with the progress. My next midwife appointment is next week Thursday.

What a Surprise!!

This past weekend was very full and eventful! When Dan and I arrived at his parents house there was a house full of women for a surprise baby shower! I was definitely surprised and in shock! The shower was beautiful and it was great to see so many people that I hadn't seen for a while. The food was great too! Once again we were completely spoiled and are completely blessed. I am continually amazed at the generosity and thoughtfulness of others. I am very thankful. I will post some pictures after I get some this weekend.

Last Day of Work

Well yesterday was my last day of work. How weird! I've worked at YLPT for over three years and have loved it! I remember when I was hired, Rob asked me what I wanted to do, go back to school, get a masters degree, get another certification...My response was that I wanted to be a mom. And here I am. He was completely okay with the response. Having two kids of his own, family is very important. He figured that with Dan finishing up school he would have me around for about a year or so. Over three years later we've made the big step. When I started working there I thought yea I want to be a mom one day, but I love this job. How will I ever leave it! Over the years God has worked in my heart and has shown me what is more important to me. I will always love that job, I worked for two great physical therapists. But family is more important. It is just so hard for me to believe that Evan is due in 19 days, could arrive sooner or later, but soon, very soon I will be taking on a whole new line of work. Wow!
The hardest part about leaving YLPT is not being able to talk about life and patient care with Rob and Kris. I'm going to miss those guys. The patients too! I loved the interaction with the patients and I loved being a part of getting them better. I will have a new family member now that I will take care of. Thankfully Dan and I do live so close to the office and they said that I better stop by. Of course I will. I'm sure in a few days or weeks it will really hit me that I'm not working there and I'll break down. So far I've just managed to have the watery eyes. All this change is hard on an emotional pregnant woman.

Well, tonight after Dan gets off work we are going down to Oceanside to spend some time with his family for the weekend. That should be fun. :) We are going to the Zoo at Night on Sat. Night. I love the Zoo. I'm excited about that.

37 Weeks

Today marks 37 weeks down. It is hard to believe that little Evan may arrive at any time now. There is definitely part of me that is excited to see him and meet him, but another part that is not ready for him to come. I have some things around the house that I would like to get organized first and get some odds and ends done. I know that when he comes is not up to me though. It's all in God's perfect timing. :)

I had a pretty routine visit with the midwife yesterday. Evan's heartbeat was normal, 150 bpm. Next week they will check to see how far along I am. That should be fun. :o Today Dan and I met with Dr. Lamb, a pediatrician. With Kaiser, they allow you to make appointments with pediatricians before the baby is born. It is kind of like an interview. Dan and I were very pleased with the appointment. He thoroughly answered all of our questions, asked us some questions and even gave us more info. I know that I will be very comfortable bringing the little guy to see him. He is also available by phone and email. I like the convenience.

Things are going well, Evan's room is coming together and we are just preparing for the arrival. Tomorrow is my last day of work. It is very surreal. I have worked there for over three years and have loved my job. This week has already been difficult saying good-bye to patients. I know that my body is physically ready to be done with work, but mentally it will be difficult. I'm closing the door to this chapter of my life and getting even closer to motherhood. This is what Dan and I have longed for and are so excited about, but it doesn't make change any easier. Tomorrow will be a tough day.